Alexis Bellino Reveals The One Moment She Wishes Never Aired On ‘The Real Housewives Of Orange County’

 Alexis Bellino reveals the one moment she wishes never aired on The Real Housewives of Orange County.

“The [time at Tamra Judge’s gym] where I admitted that I had popped a Xanax the night before. I took a quarter [because] I was having anxiety attacks in the middle of the night and the doctor told me, ‘You need to just try to get one night’s sleep and just see if it’ll calm [you] down,’” Alexis told Us Weekly. “And then I didn’t like the way it made me feel. So I didn’t take it again, but you know, that doesn’t need to be aired that I popped that.”

Alexis remembers the season 8 scene as one of the most intense of her Housewives career — mostly because it involved Judge who she says caused the most drama on the show.

“We were doing that dinner in [Tamra’s] gym and producers had begged me to go. I said, ‘I’m not going, I’m not going because she’s going. She’s going to throw me out or light me up. And I’m not in the position [where] I want to be in a fight.’ And they said, ‘Well, what if we promise you that she can’t throw you out?’ And I said, ‘OK,’” she recalled. “And, sure enough, she throws me out. And the way she got in my face, I literally thought it was going to be the first fistfight of my life.”

She continued, “If she hit me, the bitch was going down. I was not going to sit back and just take it. I’m like, ‘If she strikes first, she’s getting an assault charge, not me.’”

Alexis remembered wondering how a grown woman could “come in [her] face” the way Tamra did.

“I don’t handle situations that way or talk to people that way. So that was the one that really was the icing on the cake,” she told Us Weekly.

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