Alexis Bellino took to Instagram this week to offer some insight into her life since confirming her divorce from Jim Bellino. In the video clip, the former Real Housewives of Orange County star, who is wearing PJs, is hanging with a friend who asks her if she's feeling sad, to which she answers, "A little bit."
Then, she proceeds to show off her abilities to do a split because her friend jokes about her potentially having to join the circus. Alexis says she posted the video because "my best friend thinks I need to document my life right now."
In addition to the video, Alexis elaborated more about her emotions since splitting up with her husband of 13 years.
She writes, "My life truly is a range of emotions that I have never experienced. I am always exhausted, never hungry, happy one minute, sad the next, excited the next, devastated the next, numb always, and then repeat. I don’t know who else has been through this, but I try to be strong every minute and that isn’t the REAL. I’m broken. I’m sad. Sometimes I zone off like in this video. I don’t think anyone can go through a divorce and not feel all of the above emotions. All I know is that God is with me through this. HE is getting me through this. I will get through this storm, this season, this extremely painful time, and I will be stronger on the other side. It’s so difficult going through the rain to get to the rainbow. (At least my bestie knows how to make laugh when I’m about to cry...)."