Kristen Doute: This Was A Tough Episode To Watch For Multiple Reasons

Kristen Doute is taking to her Bravo Blog to dish on this week's episode of Vanderpump Rules. Kristen wants you to know she feels very differently now than she felt when this episode was filmed. Kristen writes:

"This was a tough episode to watch for multiple reasons. First and foremost, please remember this was not filmed yesterday. The way I felt then and the way that I feel now could not be more opposite. Watching myself confront Ariana and cry in front of Tom again basically made me want to crawl inside a hole. I admit that I remained angry and victimized myself for a long time about the situation, rather than allowing myself to heal. It's not a normal circumstance to have to work alongside your ex and his new girlfriend.

I hate that I even have to justify why I was so dressed up at Tom's. In reality I had just come from a beautiful, formal lunch event celebrating my best friend Rachael.

Reading a lot of the comments you guys post on social media is very hurtful, and sometimes verging on ludicrous, calling me "psycho" because I was heartbroken over the demise of my six year relationship. I've made mistakes but I'm a human being, just like you. I remind myself not to waste words on people that deserve your silence. Sometimes the most powerful thing you can say is nothing at all."

What do you think about Kristen’s blog?

Vanderpump Rules airs Monday nights at 9/8c only on Bravo

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